2022.01.20 08:53 artthree_co Music addiction Classic T-Shirt by Artthree
2022.01.20 08:53 Scott_Worriesome Emma Raducanu battles against blisters but falls to Kovinic at Australian Open
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2022.01.20 08:53 DexLovesGames_DLG How is Maplestory 2 doing?
2022.01.20 08:53 Scott_Worriesome Andy Murray’s Australian Open hopes dashed in straight sets by Taro Daniel
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2022.01.20 08:53 WildlyWithJoy L U S H
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2022.01.20 08:53 teoh_2 My favorite bud, ladybird
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2022.01.20 08:53 Meruem-Samaa Any tips to find more Rocs?
I need a flying mount to explore better but I cannot find a Roc for the life of me. Anyone have tips to find them easier or another flying mount that's easier to find and does the job?
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2022.01.20 08:53 Bonus1Fact [News Shorts] Low approval for Biden after first year in office | DW News ¦ DW News on Youtube
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2022.01.20 08:53 Annadae Anyone wanting to sell these?
2022.01.20 08:53 VendettaVF What happens to Marcus and June after time travel ?
2022.01.20 08:53 Fit_Inflation94 Looking for Tech Teenagers.??
Hello There. I am just an adult who is wishing to start a Tech startup but for that I would need yall to improve the idea. Please dm if interested.
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2022.01.20 08:53 Nymloth Robo en un country: le arrancaron las uñas a una mujer para que ella su familia entreguen el dinero | Crónica | Firme junto al pueblo
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2022.01.20 08:53 GrimAlt Consoom favourite band in place of emotional stability?
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2022.01.20 08:53 Mercilessly_May226 Do you customize the MC?
I was on the episodes fourms and noticed on questions about if they should add customize someone said that most people don't even care or bother to customize the MC. I am working on my own story for app and knowing this could be helpful.
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2022.01.20 08:53 ItsHammond Droeftoeter denkt dat Voice schandaal een rookgordijn is
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2022.01.20 08:53 lolscourge Alliance Co-Owner on Kyle Tweet 😳
2022.01.20 08:53 GustavoRossetto [FOR HIRE] commissions OPEN! Character Design | D&D | Fantasy | Full illustrations and more!
2022.01.20 08:53 273628181 I know I should get professional help but I don't want to. Someone please help me.
I don't want to seek help anymore. I tried once after years of apprehension and I utterly regret it. I felt awful during the consultation. I know it takes time to find the right fit but I don't wanna go through a bad fit again. Plus I don't think I can verbally speak out, people closest to me don't even know what's going on in my life/head 24/7.
What should I do? Is online therapy a good idea? Any suggestions? And can someone hear me out and see what kind of illnesses I might have? Although, I only scratched the surface of my problems during consultation, I was told I have body dysmorphia and depression which is something I knew long before a diagnosis.
The root of my spiralling life in general IS body dysmorphia. I absolutely hate myself. It started out with my hair, then face, followed by body. Then voice. My personality. The way I act. Finally, my name. Just everything that associates to "me".
It's weird. I feel like I've subconsciously and consciously try to, have (mentally), and will disassociate myself with my perceived self. I feel extremely disconnected with my entire name. Given and last name both. It used to be just given.
The best way to explain it is that the me inside this body does not want anything to do with my outward appearance, from the way I look to act to sound to everything.
The memories I have of my life suck. I want nothing to do with them. My current life sucks. I want nothing to do with this. I keep telling myself "one day this will be a chapter behind me" it's a coping mechanism and I don't really like it because I never live in the moment, but tbh I look at my life and I don't even want be in the moment.
I want to alter my appearance, change my name legally, and move out of the country. Moving out was something I always wanted to do prior hating my current self this much, but now I have another reason to move out and that is this place hosts many of my bad memories.
I don't even feel like people are actually calling me when they call my name. The moment they call my given name it's like there's a flick in my brain and slight irritation. I get reminded I'm still here. This version still isn't fucking dead. I don't associate myself to my name anymore. In my head, I believe there's a "true" version of me, a version that isn't this, a version I feel fits me and my heart more. Living in this body is like living hell. I already have a new name I like a lot.
I know it's really weird and I'm sorry if I weirded you out, but it's at the point I just KNOW this is right for me and there's no turning back. There's no way I could love this version of me. I want to kill you. I could never love my birth name. Funnily enough, before I had body dysmorphia (so very young) I didn't even like my name. But it was because my sister associated it with some bad meaning. Then it progressed to me not liking the sound of it. And then to because it reflects what I want to get rid of.
I want to get rid of this persona, this pain, and start anew elsewhere. I just want to be freed I can't even explain to you how painful it is to be in a body you feel so much hatred for.
I don't even know how to act. Sometimes I'm extremely distant and don't talk to anyone or make eye contact, other times I'm talking cheerfully to people around me. Sometimes my voice goes higher to lower, but I don't like any of them. And it's not like I choose these things, it just... happens. I'm way too unbalanced and it's always abrupt. I could be cheerful in the morning then absolutely sunken at afternoon. For no reason or a dumb one.
Other aspects of my life suck too. Doing a degree I regret (currently interning and hate it, I try not to fall into a depressive state because I feel like time is very precious and I want to quickly end this self but I can't because I still need to be here...), having no friends at all because I only want friends after I accept myself, if not I know I'll cut them off eventually and I'm just way too not ok for relationships, platonic or non.
Besides body dysmorphia I also have other concerns.
Often times I go numb, or in a lot of emotional pain that ends up hurting physically for some reason, or a lot of anger and frustration which leads to me beating myself up, then extremely depressed, suicidal ideation, then "who cares" attitude comes out. But the next motto in my head is "I'll try my best!" Then it spirals to fuck my life I want to die, and then "who cares" again.
These days my chest hurts so bad from the amount of anxiety I feel. Sometimes it's because I dwell on a problem, other times it just comes out of the blue while I'm doing nothing that would cause anxiety. I start breathing hard and I can't fall asleep.
I feel like I'm living in constant hell being in this body. I don't let myself do things because I was brought up to believe I can't do certain things because of the way I looked. I clearly dislike my body SO much and all my problems are revolving around this.
Just yesterday I was like "maybe life could be great!" And was overall in a good mood. 12AM strikes and it's like almost immediate self-hatred time. And I'm not kidding, at midnight I found myself in my journal when before that I was smiling to myself. Today, I just want to end myself. Everything and everyone feels so against me and wants my doom. I feel so hurt for no reason, I want to cry for no reason, and I feel angry and depressed. But just yesterday I was smiling and being happy. Happens so occasionally. Why does this happen?
Thank you if you read till here.
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2022.01.20 08:53 CapriKeenWater Fuck it gonna roll a tiny cigarette
2022.01.20 08:53 Stas_89 Bloomberg: FSB and Central Bank of the Russian Federation agreed on a complete ban on cryptocurrencies
2022.01.20 08:53 DeanHarknessArtist (wip) Life size semi nude monotone oil painting
2022.01.20 08:53 Top_Kitchen3988 Was legitimiert eine Gehaltserhöhung?
ich benötige/brauche mal eure Einschätzung.
Ich bin nun seit Oktober 2020 Angestellter Vertriebsassistent eines kleinen Unternehmens. Vor mir war mein Chef alleine. Wir verkaufen verschiedene Produkte und Services an Firmen und Endkunden.
(Um es einfach zu halten, sagen wir Produkte/Services A-H)
Bevor ich da war, hat Chef sich hauptsächlich um A-C gekümmdert und D-H kaum bis gar nicht vertrieben/im Sortiment gehabt; diese wurden nur sporadisch behandelt, wenn der Kunde danach fragt. Um D-H sollte ich mich kümmern und ihn im Administrativen unterstützen.
Nun bin ich seit über einem Jahr da und wir haben im September 2021 eine Auszubildende Bürokauffrau eingestellt um die ich mich quasi im Alleingang kümmere.
Ich habe vor Kurzem eine IHK-Zusatzqualifikation abgeschlossen und mich auch im den Bereichen B-C weitergebildet, sodass ich das ebenfalls machen kann.
Jetzt habe ich meinen Chef angesprochen, wie es mit einer Gehaltserhöhung aussieht. Er sagte, dass die Arbeit die ich bisher mache die eigentliche Arbeit eines Assistenten ist und keine Gehaltserhöhung legitimiert.
Wie seht ihr das? Bin ich da auf dem falschen Dampfer?
Sind Zusatzqualifikationen und Betriebszugehörigkeit nix mehr wert?
Bitte euren Input
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2022.01.20 08:53 chorizo98 Bored on break right now
2022.01.20 08:53 ZoolShop German actor Hardy Kruger, star of adventure movies, dies
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2022.01.20 08:53 AlternativerBOT Alice Weidel/Tino Chrupalla: Bundesregierung muss Verkürzung des Genesenenstatus umgehen zurücknehmen
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